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A big welcome to any and all that happen across this blog! First off, I want to add this just to be clear: this blog will cover adult themes, so please be aware of that both if you cannot handle it or are under the age of 18!! While I think there are threads within some of my posts that are important for everyone to know no matter their age or sensibilities (such as the importance of consent and self care), the world of kink and BDSM requires a maturity and self awareness as well as the realization that it is important to be of age and be a consenting adult in these situations because some things can enter a gray legal area in your own journey. This is not to discourage anyone from ever visiting again, however, once you are of age or feel more equipped to look into whether this kind of journey is right for you. After all, wonderful things can happen in the dark (and light, too, but you get my drift!).

If you are new to the kink community, welcome my fellow brave and kinky soul and may your journey be as rich and intoxicating as you hope! If you are more experienced, a merry welcome and a hope that you may find something useful either in insight, something for thought, or any other way of being of use! With all the different variety, there is always something new to learn or explore and I hope to help in some way with that journey. My hope in creating this blog is to have a space in which to share my experiences, research, and my own overall journey in immersing myself into the exhilarating world of kink to help others ranging all the way from those overwhelmed to those needing to take a step back amidst the rush of it all to those perhaps just curious and passing by.

To start, a bit more about myself. In the world of kink that I have found myself entering, I occasionally go by Lunissa or Luna for short. I am a switch that is exploring a deeper submission, petplay, little relationships, some edge play, and a bit of everything else while I see what catches my eye and where my passions and limits lie. I am also in an open relationship with my soon to be husband, supporting one another with this foray into the beautiful darkness of our not so vanilla selves. The interest has been there for quite a while but it wasn’t until much more recently that I started venturing out of my own walls, both physically and mentally, further into the community. It is at once a frightening and thrilling experience to say the least. I am part of a local dungeon through which I hope to gain more insight to be able to keep passing on knowledge and help others find their way to fully exploring their passions and their limits. I have found the general kink community to be very welcoming, open, and understanding with a tendency to watch out for one another especially against those trying to use the community as a cover for less favorable goals, desires, and personalities. I hope to reflect these helpful, warm characteristics, as well, so please always feel free to reach out whether it be for questions, talking something out to process, sharing something exciting about your own journey (because it can be tricky sometimes to find someone else to confide in and we all know that there is so much that should be free to be shouted from the rooftops!), or anything else you may need.

Throughout this blog, I’ll be doing my best to talk about different kinks, vocabulary, practices, and more as I learn about them. If you or someone you know would like to add something, let me know! There is as many universal understandings in kink as there are personal, unique perspectives it seems so it goes without saying that this will be mostly from my perspective and what I get from attending seminars, munches, and more. I look forward to seeing where my path leads and providing some support however and when our paths cross!

Love always,

Miss Lunissa

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Creating A Safety Net – Revisiting Consent

Hello again, my lovely readers! Due to some recent consent violations that have been coming up in the local kink community as well as online and around other kink communities, I’ve decided to revisit the topic of consent. Again, it is a simple concept that can seem complicated but doesn’t have to be. There are gray areas that pop up and it can get messy, but the fix can be relatively simple – ask! But what all can you do to clarify and stay within the boundaries of consent, even when mistakes occur?

I still stand by the idea that it is a simple concept because it’s the use of “yes!” and “sure!” and “heck yes!” versus the use of “no” and “I’m not sure” and “oh my goodness nonononooo!”. Consent comes down to whether a person agrees to something and consent violations occur when someone else either willingly crosses that line that’s been drawn or ignorantly crosses a boundary without checking in first before going full steam ahead. A good example of how that can end poorly is butt stuff. When someone wants it, the muscles are relaxed and pleasure ensues! However, if it’s not something they want or something they’re not prepared for it can be awkward at best but can also be painful and even damaging. No surprise butt stuff! Unless that’s been negotiated, of course. Same goes for other surprises and boundaries. The consequences can range from a “hey, I really didn’t appreciate that” to the end of a relationship to legal trouble.

Now, with all of that said, gray areas can and do happen! It’s very easy to get caught up in the moment which is why tops also have the ability to call yellow or red (if using the traffic signal method) in order to regulate themselves or stop things before it gets too unclear, messy, risky, or whatever else. They also have the responsibility of not going beyond what they have discussed or negotiated and be able to maintain the control to avoid doing so. Reckless does not pair well with tops. Madness can suit many people! Reckless does not. Bottoms also can speak up when things maybe don’t turn out the way they expected and change their mind rather than bearing it or if they can feel themselves entering subspace and know they lose the ability to communicate but didn’t prepare for that or want to express caution. In relationships where there is more rapport and trust, those discussions may not need to happen as much or as in depth because you know each others desires and cautions and hard limits and hopefully respect those!

However, things happen. As a community, we are dealing with emotions and intensity and passion and energy exchange and sex and relationships and love and fun and exploration and so much more! That is where the complexity comes in. Not everyone is comfortable speaking up, bottom or top or whatever you identify as. Not everyone realizes that the discomfort they are feeling is too much for them to process in the moment. Maybe they are in a state of shock and freeze or flee instead rather than fight back or at least speak up. Maybe in the moment all of the good feelings make the bad ones feel fuzzy and it’s when it all settles down again later, minutes, hours, days after that they can process things and realize “Hey, that’s not what I agreed to” or “wait did that really happen?”. Because of the vulnerability involved in kink, no matter how small, it relies on trust between partners be it casual or serious but also can put you in a position where you may not know how to react or even be able to like if someone suddenly brings out the big scary toy while you’re so deep in subspace all you want is more of what you’re feeling. It can seem black and white, but as relationships build more gray seems to come in. Sometimes, the lack of a relationship can make things pretty darn gray too!

Now, does it all mean it’s a big, serious event? It depends. Each person has their thresholds and what might be a consent violation to one person could be something another person can brush off. What matters is communication before, during, and after! Feedback is important for all parties in involved even if it’s as simple as a “that was great! Thanks for the fun!” or more towards “it wasn’t quite what I expected. This went well but that wasn’t what I had imagined” and so on and so forth. Sometimes just having the space to talk things out and get on the same page can help lessen some of the rough emotions going on when things don’t go as planned. Much smoother than if those words don’t come out and the emotions swirl into something bigger or darker. It can also help with sub drop or top drop, too, because of the reassurance for those that need it or maybe didn’t realize they needed it.

Emotions are not logical or straightforward and can be quite unpredictable. Being able to process them or at least have the space opened up to do so can be a big help even if it’s by checking in and offering a quick reassurance in minor situations before they part ways to continue processing. Additionally, things can change because emotions are so unpredictable. Perhaps you find an invisible trigger and switches on a freeze response mid scene. Perhaps you’re trying out a fantasy and it feels much better as a fantasy than a reality. Maybe they’ve had a rough week and that stroke was just the right one to unleash all of the stress from the week and they lose their composure. Maybe nature decided that it’s the perfect time to be that time of the month and anyone be damned if they make a sensitive area ache more! Life is messy, unpredictable, and brings together so many things just as much as it can be fun, passionate, wild, and thrilling. We’re also not mind readers. When life gets messy and decides to break open the dam of stress during a scene or trigger a panic attack because of something that happened a different time in a different place with a different person, it’s just as much our responsibility to let our play partners know as it is theirs to check in and make sure they’re clear about what we want and can handle when it comes to play.

Unless we are doing kink on our own, there is never a way to fully tell how our lives will impact a scene or others let alone ourselves. Then again, that’s just life in general. Its using our words and doing our best to listen and discuss and get on the same page that can help keep things fun. And when mistakes are made or an unpleasant surprise accidentally occurs, it’s using our words and doing our best to listen and discuss and get on the same page that will help validate the experience and learn, grow be it by making a mental note of a newfound limit or realizing an incompatibility or just needing a small break to step back and rebuild trust to play again. I say this often but ultimately the goal of exploring our kinks is to have fun and enjoy ourselves and communication helps make that easier!

Now, I do want to make one more note. Unfortunately, severe consent violations do happen. It can take more courage to speak up especially if there’s other factors at play like gaslighting. Talking things out may or may not help. But it can provide closure and can also maybe add to a chain of events that can prevent the same from happening to someone else either by making the perpetrator aware or making others aware. In situations like rape or assault, no amount of talking might prevent that egregious consent violation. Some predators will not and do not want to change. But talking to someone, even if it’s not them but a close friend or mentor or whomever you can trust with this, it can help whether it be just having someone who knows what happened and that can provide support when the pangs of what happen hurt a little too much or going further and involving community leaders to take steps to minimize the possibility of another occurrence. No matter what step you take, it’s a step filled with bravery in the face of pain and anguish and will make a difference. You don’t have to be alone.

No matter the situation, you have a voice and it matters. Anyone who says otherwise does not deserve to share in the words from your lips and the thoughts from your mind, especially the deepest and darkest parts of you.

Take care of yourself. Take care of each other. We’re a community. And, ultimately, have fun!

Love always,

Miss Lunissa ❤

Creating A Safety Net – Beware The Frenzy

Hello again! It’s been quite a while since I first intended to do this series but at last I’m making progress. In a way, the balance I was striving for served as a good reminder for this topic because of what frenzy can do, whether it’s being swept up in a new kink, a new partner, or just the lifestyle in general! Even when things seem balanced and steady, frenzy can still happen as the excitement and shining new thing fill you with emotion and begin to take some of the place of logic and reasoning and processing.

So, what is frenzy? What I personally think it comes down to is an overstimulated nervous system. With something so interesting and exciting and thrilling, it can move the system away from logical thinking to more emotional driven action. We are adults and so our decision making skills and ability to think ahead should be fairly stable, strong, and developed by our mid-20’s or so. However, different things and situations can cause a shift back to a different part of our brain, or at least a struggle between our developed, logical brain and our more primitive, emotional brain we used primarily as children when we were not capable of self control or thinking through our consequences. Because of this, it’s important to be aware of frenzy.

There are different kinds of frenzy and how you are affected by it can vary. Some commonly heard types of frenzy include sub frenzy, dom frenzy, kink specific frenzy, and general kink frenzy.

I’ll start with sub frenzy to paint an idea of what frenzy can look and feel like. Sub frenzy, put simply, is the urge and drive to submit. This particular frenzy can be triggered when someone first discovers or acknowledges their submissive side and needs to submit and serve. Submission can be a want or it can be a need, but usually it is a part of someone on the right side of the slash. Some only need a bit of submission to feel fulfilled while others need more intensity and depth to it. They might feel an urge to show their grace and ability to serve and hope for pleasing someone so as to feel happy and proud themselves, perhaps even with purpose for some. Some slowly start to explore and understand this side of them. Others want to go straight into it and perhaps it might lead to a frantic search for a Dominant or acting subservient to everyone on the left side of the slash because it can maybe, kind of satisfy their drive to submit. There is nothing inherently wrong about either form of expression and exploration; however, this can become dangerous when someone gets so overwhelmed by the emotional excitement and urgency that they submit to anyone or without using caution. Predators will take full advantage of this frenzy, lulling the overly excited and eager submissive into a false sense of safety or satisfaction from finding someone to serve or belong to. In actuality, they may use this frantic energy to encourage the submissive type to rush through negotiations, if they even happen at all. In the rush and urgency to serve and submit and please, some submissives might even ignore their own limits because they must do well and not lose this connection and dive ever deeper into their submission. That is, until the rush wears off and reality sets in. This is not what they want. This is not what they enjoy. This is not what their submission is. Frenzy can sometimes lead to harsh lessons learned and, at times, far worse. It can be painful to come out of if they were preyed upon by those knowledgeable enough to recognize it but morally bereft to be kind, help guide, or move on from someone in the throes of their own passion and desires. Sometimes it can lead to wanting or even needing to shut that part of themselves down because of those experiences. It’s a potentially delicate time and easy to fall into.

Dominant types can fall into their own frenzy. They can harm themselves, but they can also harm those that trust them with their submission. That is not to say submissives can’t do the same since Dominants trust their submissives to let them know if something goes too far and if they cause harm during a sub’s frenzy, that can also cause its own form of trauma or pain. However, Dominants need control. This need comes in two ways: the actual need for control over someone to satisfy their desires and the need to control themselves to avoid crossing a line. The first type of control can fall to frenzy by way of taking on more submissives than is feasible for themselves. Each bond is one of trust, connection, time, energy, and more. The more bonds, the more strain on each of those things whether it’s because of finite things like time or more than someone is capable of handling like tracking one too many lists of limits and kinks. What may happen with the end of frenzy in this case is the relinquishing of control, leading to pain from the end of a dynamic and any emotions that may come with that from sadness to resentment. As for the other type of control, that form of frenzy can lead to more dangerous consequences depending on the situation and dynamic. When a submissive calls out their safe word, they trust their Dominant to follow their agreement and stop or at least check in. It is possible that, in a moment of frenzy, that the Dominant cannot keep themselves in check and continues, whether it’s one more or many more because of the rush, the adrenaline, the power. It might also be that they go harder than they should or realize because of how wrapped up they get in the thrill of the moment and wanting to experience that over and over. The end result can be harming their partner, harming their relationship, and even harming their own confidence in their abilities.

As for the other types of frenzy, they can have the same effects and consequences as the sub and Dom frenzies. It all comes down to the thrill, the rush, the joy of discovering a new or deeper part of yourself. At this point, I cannot stress enough that it is not all about self control. We are human. We are animalistic. We have instincts with urges and desires to go with those instincts. Sometimes our own natural bodies and brains will go against those instincts or run wild with them, it just depends. Someone with little self control might never have frenzy. Someone with an iron will can succumb to it. We have three parts to our brain and sometimes the base of it can lead to what some call a reptile brain where logic, reason, looking to the future, and consequences can become foggy or even obstructed. That is not to say it can’t be stopped or preventes. It can be unpredictable, but awareness can help especially if you find that you are susceptible or simply want to be ready. It can be easy to want to go looking for partners and kinks and toys and all the deliciously dark and devious things the kink world has to offer! But building up your safety net will keep you, well, safe! It will make it more likely that you will have someone looking out for you, whether as a friend or because it’s been negotiated. You will have the tools in your box to pull out so you can stay empowered to advocate for your safety, needs, and wants even if that includes giving up power to someone else in a power exchange. There may be bumps along your journey and they may not be bad, perhaps more frustrating or annoying than harmful and I sincerely hope that is the case! But life is unpredictable, kink is unpredictable, frenzy is unpredictable. Take care of yourself so you can enjoy your journey and use those bumps along the way as lessons learned instead of them turning into big falls or darkness that can lead to fear or anxiety in your exploration or even the end of your kink journey when you weren’t ready for its end rather than the joy and satisfaction and thrill of connecting with those parts of you. I say it a lot, and I’ll keep saying it – keep yourself safe so you can keep enjoying your journey another day.

I’ll be including some links for further reading and research at the bottom, though please never hesitate to start a discussion with me regarding any questions, concerns, or feedback!

May your journey be as dark as you desire but never a darkness that seeps into your very soul to rob the light and may you always find yourself, your passions, and your own kink world (however that may look) so that you may enjoy this other piece life has to offer.

Love always and well wishes,

Miss Lunissa ❤

Additional reading:

Note: I’ll keep an eye out for more articles besides sub frenzy but you may also find that it is heavily focused on because many find it to carry more risk

Creating A Safety Net

Hello fellow kinksters! This time around, I am preparing a small series of posts around safety. It can be so, so easy to be swept up in the magic and passion and thrill and fire (sometimes literally) when the interest in kink is sparked, be it discovering kink for the first time or a particular kink. Because of this, safety can sometimes go flying out the window and forgotten until things settled down or the damage is done. It is very tempting to simply give into the part of you that you are discovering in the dark corners of your being and what brings that part to life whether it be the catharsis of a biting whip, the the exhilarating rush of degradation, the empowering space of dominance, the hidden light of a little, or whatever else may be emerging at the time. This temptation can lead to frenzy, the skipping of negotiations, and just a general lack of communication or pushing down of needs. In the next few posts, I will do my best to touch on a few different aspects that can create a safety net of sorts for when things don’t quite go as planned.

Now, I perhaps harp on safety too much at times, but I feel that it is crucial to protecting yourself when you are so vulnerable. You are, after all, exposing your desires which in turn can expose your body, mind, soul, or everything all at once! Safety will never be 100% in kink, or life for that matter, but it can hopefully mean the difference between enjoying the overall journey, coming across destabilizing pain, or even ending your kink journey because it made things much worse than the pleasure was worth. This is especially true when there are people hoping to catch those that are unprepared, unaware, or too enveloped in that sweet rush of excitement to be fully rational and careful. My hope with this small series is to provide you with the awareness and knowledge to safeguard yourself as much as possible as well as figure out how to discover those who will respect your needs so that you may better fulfill each others wants.

As always, feel free to reach out if you have any questions, feedback, or other comments regarding this and any other topic. Wishing you a wonderful journey with the wonderful darkness within!

Love always,

Miss Lunissa

SSC v. RACK

Hello my lovely fellow kinksters and curious souls! This week I am continuing on the theme of consent and personal needs, comforts, and limits. If you have read some of my previous posts, you might have seen mention of Safe, Sane, and Consensual (SSC). Just a quick recap, SSC is meant to provide guidelines and reminders to have a good time while being careful and within the boundaries of the limits, desires, and overall consent of everyone involved. I have an entire post on consent if you wish to see more on that here. As for today, I want to discuss SSC more but also the concept of (RACK). I took a little while writing this because I wanted to be as thorough and accurate as possible. I’ll be linking to some resources at the bottom for additional reading and research.

So, to begin let me break these two concepts down a bit. I’ll start with SSC. This concept is commonly heard and used in the kink community because of how it neatly ties together the main guidelines many people recommend to avoid any true injury, be it physical or mental. Kink can involve pain and other activities that can be intense, perhaps even lead to an injury by accident so SSC is not to say that you can never get hurt just that it is not the intention and planned in a way to avoid risking injury. Abiding by SSC just means that play is done in a way that typically shouldn’t be too crazy or high risk. Looking at SSC word for word, you would have play that (S) does not expose you to harm or danger, (S) sound of mind and body, and (C) based on mutual consent. That leads me to the first contrast with RACK: you are not anticipating any potentially severe injuries or damage when playing within the boundaries of SSC.

So, what are the boundaries of SSC? When does it become RACK territory? Those can both be difficult questions because they can be open to interpretation. Certain types of play are commonly seen as being in RACK territory especially with edge play like knife play, breath play, artistic cutting, and so on. These all share the inherent potential for harm, whether it be short term, long term, or permanent. In these circumstances, you could say you cross the boundary of SSC into RACK because the question of whether an injury can occur switches to when will it occur. Because of the danger of edge play, many people are vigilant and will not do something unless there is a lot of trust since you could very well be putting your life in someone else’s hands. People playing this way may have first aid kits, CPR training, and other possible tools at their disposal in case something goes wrong. For play where a mistake or an underlying, unseen problem can lead to death, it may also be considered consent to being prepared to take action and responsibility at a moment’s notice whether that is doing something like CPR or calling an ambulance without hesitation. It’s also acknowledging the possibility that your lives can be forever changed, sometimes even after the scene is over either because of the aforementioned invisible problem like a blood clot that forms during certain types of breath play. With RACK, you are aware of the risks that you and your play partner(s) are taking while taking steps to prevent any complications and being prepared in case something goes wrong whether it’s just having the right tools like butterfly bandages in case of knife play gone wrong or being ready to call for help. However, not all of RACK revolves around the physical risks.

Remember how SSC is both safe and sane? RACK can also be used for play that may not seem inherently dangerous. This goes back to the idea that the boundaries between SSC and RACK are open to interpretation but so is edge play. Some people may consider one form of play to be edge play while others may not, such as confinement. Sane comes into play when taking into account your mental health and how you react to certain things. So, in the example of humiliation some people may consider that edge play because it toes the line of sanity for them because of the potential for emotional and mental harm it can do, especially with the wrong person or just the wrong words. Along more physical lines, some may hold the same view towards bondage because of the inability to escape and the vulnerability it gives. In the end, any and all play will involve trust and consent in order to stay within a person’s limits. Those limits as well as the danger will determine what kind of consent it will be.

Now, as a final bit of this topic, I want to stress the importance of a few things. First, aftercare. Aftercare is important no matter the play because it makes sure that everyone involved is brought back down from the scene safely and can process what has happened. Everyone does aftercare differently but whether it’s just a quick check in at the end, wrapping them in a blanket as their body regulates itself, or keeping in touch for a couple of days, it will provide that space for sanity and trust. The other is preparation and knowledge, whether doing SSC or RACK. Knowing what you are doing is important and can even be vital to staying healthy no matter what you are doing. With SSC, having that knowledge and practice will help keep the risk of harm as low as possible so that play is safe such as knowing proper ties with bondage to avoid nerve damage and avoiding certain areas with flogging to prevent hitting the kidneys. With RACK, it may be taking on training and even more practice so that the risks that are already there are either addressed or you know how to react in case something goes wrong. Lastly, have fun! Get to know your not only your kinks, but your limits too so that you can go forth along your journey enjoying yourself and the many experiences you can have! I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, play safe so that you can continue to enjoy your kinky side as much as you’d like! So, until the next time, take care of yourself and your play partners, too, and never stop learning or striving to do your kink better so you can reap all of the pleasure!

Love always,

Miss Lunissa

Here are a few links that you may also find useful for additional views as well as examples, tips, and the like:

Short but good review as well as links to other definitions – http://www.bdsmwiki.info/Category:Edge_Play

This one goes more into the definitions behind each of component of SSC vs RACK – http://withinreality.com/wp/rack-vs-ssc/

Here, they touch on it but have links to discuss SSC and RACK in more detail on there own – https://www.lifehacker.com.au/2014/06/learn-the-ssc-and-rack-mantras-for-safer-risk-conscious-kinky-sex/

This one is longer but also includes some interesting history and dives deeper into the topic – https://historyofthedominatrix.com/blogs/blog/the-history-bdsm-consent-ssc-vs-rack

If anyone would like to suggest more sites or anything for the post itself, along with any questions, please don’t hesitate to reach out!

It’s been a while! Also, an anal-ogy

Hello again everyone! My, how the time has flown by! Thankfully, things should be calming down now a bit more so I should be more regular in posting. Also, hope you enjoyed that subtle (perhaps not so subtle) pun in the title this week!

Now, if there is one thing I am taking away from all of this self care and taking time to right myself on my own personal journey is to not rush! You would think that would be obvious, but whether vanilla or kink it is easy to get swept up in things. In terms of kink, I learned the hard way that there most definitely is such a thing as going too fast even if you’re all amped up and ready to take it all on! It’s like anal. And no, I did not learn my lesson from anal though it did help make things click into place.

So, a weird analogy but it works in a way. It’s kinky and pleasurable and fun and amazing and… potentially painful and damaging if you don’t know what you’re doing or don’t take your time. You don’t want to rush into it your first time even though you’re excited or you’re going to end up with some pain and or regrets. Take it slow. Just dip your finger in, get a feel for the experience and see where you’re at and how it suits you. Not your thing? Ok, good. Onto a plug. Ready for more? Don’t pull out the gigantic black dildo just yet! You know the one. Work your way up the path of pleasure and bliss!

It’s all a journey and there is bound to be some uncertainty and discomfort but there should never be any true pain. Exploring kink can lead to chasing physical, emotional, mental pains and perhaps even permanent reminders because it led to pleasure or desire through it (floggers and needles and clamps, oh my!); it shouldn’t lead to debilitating, unwanted pain because the goal, after all, is ultimately pleasure of some sort. First few times exploring will take some time to warm up and be able to fully enjoy the experience, whether that be trying something new or building up to something like a more intense flogging or whipping or something more edgy. Some days it may feel more uncomfortable than usual and that is perfectly fine! Listen to your body, mind, heart, and soul because kink can go deep and we are human with needs constantly changing, adapting, surprising. Perhaps you surprise yourself by being ready for something and it feels really, really good! Don’t go rushing into other, bigger, better things! And if you do? Remember, there shouldn’t be pain. Take a break and a breather and lube up your experience perhaps with more conversations, research, practice, guidance, whatever it may be. Never hesitate to have more than you need. There’s no such thing as too much. On that note, invest in good quality lube. There’s a lot of people who will try to push or mislead you and the same goes for untrustworthy sources. Be discerning and learn all you can and want. There’s not really any rush in the journey of a lifetime in kink.

That’s another part of rushing – missing the signs or ignoring them. Just like anal, our bodies will tell us what we need. Ignore the pain and keep pushing through? You can cause short term, long term, or even permanent damage. With some kinks, it can even cause death and then how would you have all of that fun and pleasure? It’s not a competition. You don’t have to be the kinkiest person in the world that can take all the things just like you don’t have to take the biggest object up your butt. Unless you’re into that sort of thing in which case by all means enjoy you gigantic dildo of kink! But it’s still your decision, your experience, your body, your soul. Listen to yourself. Never quiet your inner voice just to please others or prove yourself or any other such thing. Kink is done because you want it, not because it’s for someone else even if you are on your knees under someone’s will. You still made that choice to be there and give that gift. Never forget that or why you’re doing it (hint: because your kinky soul demands it!)

One last bit to take away from all of this is to also go at the pace of the slowest partner!! I can’t stress this enough. Remember how I said to take it slow and warm up rather than rush and ruin the pleasure? Afford others the same please. It will be worth it, I can nearly guarantee it! Kink can expose our minds and bodies to some risky things that can alter us physically, mentally, and spiritually. Rushing and pushing through can open us up to some rather big consequences, be it our own, others, or on behalf of each other. Those consequences carry a heavy burden that can’t always be lessened if it’s severe enough. Again, the ultimate goal of exploring these dark spaces of our minds is to have fun and find pleasure. Do not hesitate to explore your inner dark desires, just don’t go chasing them in a frenzy when the rush has unable to think straight and running into a tree, or worse, off a cliff or worse causing someone else to do so. Again, what fun would there be had if you or your play partner simply cannot continue as much as it might pain you two. Or three, four, etc. The more the merrier but also more important to be careful and aware of each others needs, wellbeing. It’s all about having fun with leather and floggers and power dynamics and tickling and humiliation and blood and little space and so many, many other personal interests and kinks. Because that’s what makes us unique and powerful and happy.

So until the next time, have fun and dare to explore your inner darkness for your pleasure! Just remember to keep your self safe and at your own pace so you don’t hurt yourself or anyone else.

Love always,

Miss Lunissa

Taking A Breather

Hello again! I apologize for a delay in my latest post! I’ve been trying to upload every weekend but life has gotten interesting between some not so great events regarding consent and then getting sick! Because of this, though, I want to get back on track with some attention to self-care.

It can be so, so easy to let yourself get swept up in all the adrenaline and joy and pleasure as you go along your journey whether you are new or are decades in! There could be the rush of finding a new play partner or discovering a new kink or expanding your limits or so much more that can happen at any time and can be something manageable in excitement or all the way to “oh my gosh all the things! I need this now!!”. However, it’s always important to remain aware of your limits and also realize that sometimes those limits can be a bit different such as needing more or less intensity due to being emotionally charged as well as feeling that adrenaline high can make you start to ignore your body’s cues to slow down or stop (especially if you enter sub space) while stress and anxiety can make lower your pain tolerance. Safety is important both in the physical and mental sense!

There could also be some intense times in your relationships with others, your kinks, or even yourself both within and outside of the kink world. It’s okay if you need a break from kink. It’s okay if you need to let your play partner that you need something different or more after care or just some time to enjoy the bond in a more calm manner. No matter what it is, it is always important to stay in tune with what you need mentally, emotionally, and physically so that you can keep things safe and sane for yourself.

A sexual journey is lifelong and the journey into kink will be full of opportunities and surprises; however, that path is yours to take and there is never any need to rush into especially if it means you will get hurt in some way. After all, it’s not fun having to take a break to tend to an injury or even a mental wound. That is not to say that it won’t happen. It’s a messy, exhilarating, freeing, relieving experience and accidents happen, life happens but prioritizing your needs will ensure you are in the right mind to play safe and that you’re not straining your body into a longer term or permanent injury and that you are able to give your best self to your play partner! For Dominants, you will be in the right state of mind to dominate and create a pleasurable scene without breaking your dear submissive. For submissives, you will be taking care of His or Her body to do with as They will. For kinksters of all kinds, you will be ready for whatever adventure you want to have and whatever fun your play partners want to throw at you next! So, go out and have fun! Explore! Experiment! Grow! But also remember to take care of yourself so you can enjoy this beautiful journey into the tantalizing darkness of kink so that you can give it your all during those moments and be able to continue enjoying it as much and as often as you like! This is part of the Safe and Sane of the Consensual games we play.

Have fun and until next time,

Miss Lunissa

Consent, Consent, Consent

Hello again! This week, I decided to focus on something that is simple but can feel complicated sometimes. At its core and simplest form, it means to agree to something. There are different types of consent, varying with the knowledge and trust involved.

One type and the most commonly known is verbal or oral consent. Verbal consent is a clear and understandable form of providing permission as well as indicating that the person giving consent is aware of what is going on, what will happen, and that are okay with it. Because of the clarity, it leads to less misunderstandings though unfortunately some verbal consents can still be vague or misleading such as “I guess” or even “sure” for some people. Consent can also be given nonverbally, such as with a nod (especially when your mouth might be preoccupied such as with a ball gag) though may require more trust or some previous discussions to keep things clear. If something is uncertain, don’t feel bad about clarifying as it can prevent any awkwardness at least and major trouble at worst.

Besides consent expressed orally or with gestures, it can also be expressed through writing. This might occur in more intense dynamics such as 24/7 or Total Power Exchange (TPE) relationships or even just for those wanting to have clear expectations in the form of a contract. Keep in mind, however, that these aren’t necessarily legally binding but rather a way to lay out needs, desires, triggers, fears, limits, protocols, and more to come into agreement on where those involved stand and possibly rely more on implied consent such as using key phrases rather than directly saying they want to play or what may require more informed consent. These contracts help open a channel of communication for clarity even after those involved have talked (does banana mean it’s ok or does it mean stop/no?), though many will set aside time every once in a while or a specific day each week even to review and renegotiate and reconfirm consent. Remember the common kinky mantra: Safe, Sane, and Consensual!

So, what exactly did I mean by informed consent? Isn’t all consent informed? It can be. Or maybe it’s not. Perhaps you’re at a hands on training type of event and your instructor has just gone over all the materials, what they plan on doing, for how long, where, etc., and you say “Yes! I am totally excited for all of this!” and you do so knowing the full extent of the risks and plans – that’s informed consent. Or perhaps your Dominant says they have a new flogger they are dying to try out and ask if you’re up for it, to which you assume the position and say “go for it!” because you know what will happen and trust your partner since you have done this before and know what to expect. Ensuring that you are aware of what is going on, what will happen means you can fully understand what you are agreeing to rather than just relying solely on trust.

There is also long term consent which tends to happen more in 24/7 and Master/slave dynamics since the submissives are surrending to the will of their Dominant rather than just submitting to them, trusting their Dom to know their limits and abide by them no matter what is going on. It’s important to note, however, that there is still some form of stopping play or renegotiating either with a safeword or measures in place to be able to communicate freely and adjust accordingly.

In the end, consent is what makes kinky play fun and safe rather than crossing into rape or assault. It can be for as short as a scene to as long as the relationship will last, but consent still has the same end goal. Of course misunderstandings can still occur because nothing is guaranteed to be crystal clear on all ends at all times, but the conversations are to ensure the highest degree of understanding to prevent accidental triggers or unwanted pain or any other such situation. Playing and sex can be messy and wild but also maybe facing an unexpected block or trigger. It’s the communication that will be important in, out, and beyond play to make sure that everyone involved is okay and ultimately enjoying themselves before, during, and after. Overall, consent helps protect the Dominants or tops by helping them protect the submissives and bottoms as well as vice versa so that everyone can have fun while exploring, growing, and having one heck of a time! After all, that’s what we’re all aiming for isn’t it?

Until next time, play safe and enjoy your deepest, darkest desires!

Miss Lunissa